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About Me

my name is essence Master gave me this name when We first started exploring together i was not always a submissive woman or should i say i did not discover this side of me until i met the most wonderful Man i know. We met online almost 4 years ago i knew little of the D/s lifestyle We were first friends, talking for months… to meeting in real… becoming lovers. We've been living together for almost a year now.  i call Him Daddy.

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Master calls me essence… for i am the essence of His love… and He is the essence of my being…

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my surprise for Daddy

Author: essence
08 28th, 2008

Kneeling before You my Master… naked… putting my head in Your lap… stroking Your inner thigh… You running Your hand through my hair …soft sighs escaping my lips… “i love You Master…with all
my heart.. tonight Master… i have a treat for You…i have found a slut for us to play with..” getting up, taking Your hand… i lead You to the guest room… where sitting quietly is the slut… i have a
chair set for You… to sit comfortably in… lightly kissing Your lips… looking into Your eyes… smiling softly… i go to the slut and stroke her hair… “please stand slut so that my Master may look
You over and get His approval…” she stands… turns for You.. You look at me and nod.

i go to her and fun my hands over her body… exploring… touching her nipples… pulling softly.. running my hands down her stomach…finding her cunt… sticking two fingers in… “Master she is wet…” pulling the fingers out…i lick them… looking at You… “she tastes good Master…may i continue?” You nod… “yes My Love..” i turn to the slut… “now taste my Master’s pussy…” she drops to her knees “now just a taste” softly licks my Master’s pussy… “please tell my Master how His pussy tastes…” “Sir… Your pussy tastes sweet…i would like to taste more of it..” “then
lean My baby over the bed facing Me, so i may watch My baby’s face and You may get a good taste of My sweet pussy”

leaning forward over the bed… spreading my legs apart… ass up in the air.. looking at my Master.
she sticks her tongue in my Master’s pussy. imoan “doesn’t My pussy taste good…” “yes Sir.. it tastes very good…” “now lick My slut’s pussy real good… don’t make her cum
yet….. and stick your finger in her ass too.. My slut loves that”

she licks her finger and slowly inserts it in my ass… i moan… she goes to fucking my Master’s cunt with her tongue… looking at my Master… seeing the pleasure on His face… brings such joy to my
heart… feeling good having my pussy tongue fucked and my ass fingered… but not wanting to cum as Master says not to yet… i hold on…

“now baby, taste this lil slut’s pussy” laying her on the bed… spreading her legs… i move between her legs… looking up at my Master… You nod… i softly run my tongue around her lips…around her clit… sucking softly… she moans … sticking two fingers in her cunt.. and nibbling her clit… she squirms… i look over at You and begin to stroke Your hard cock.. “Master.. would it please You if
i make this slut cum for You?…” “Yes baby” Licking her cunt up and down… fucking it with my tongue… and back up to her clit.. i stick a finger in her ass….. she moans as she cums.

“baby i want You to 69 with this slut now”… moving my cunt over her face … and my face over her cunt… slowing moving down on her face… i moan… “now slut… i do want You to make My baby cum
this time… and finger My baby’s ass… and fuck My baby’s cunt with your tongue… i want her to cum hard”

looking up at You, my Master… i see how hard my Master’s cock is…this pleases me so… as my cunt is fucked with this sluts tongue… her fingers exploring… i suck on her clit… moaning… i am going to cum hard… You see this …”baby look at Me when You cum…” looking up… i cum hard…for
my Master owns these cums…

i move off the slut and go to my Master… seeing how hard His cock is… “Master… it would please me to suck Your hard cock” You nod.. “lil slut… please watch… as You may see how my Master loves to have His cock sucked…” i slowly take Your cock into my mouth and beginning sucking… soft sucks.. You brush Your hand through my hair, pulling me down deeper onto Your cock.

i stand up… go over to the bed… lay the slut on her back… spread her legs… run my hand over her pussy… “Master… i believe this slut is ready for Your cock…” going over to You… taking Your
hand… leaning down sucking Your cock… my hand finds her pussy…“slut… get up so my Master may lay down…” she moves… i help my Master lay back… i go back to sucking Your cock… “slut… taste my Master’s cock..” she takes Your cock into her mouth… “soft sucks” i tell her… “and take Him deep into Your mouth… He loves that…”
“baby come sit on My face… i want to taste that sweet lil pussy of Mine..” i lower my Master’s pussy onto His face… i moan.. how i love my Master’s tongue… leaning down i help the slut
lick and suck my Master’s cock… as He enjoys His pussy… “baby cum… cum now… i want Your cum…” i obey and cum hard…so my Master may enjoy His sweet cum

i then move to the slut… “now You must ride my Master’s cock…” helping her straddle You… i hold Your cock and she slides down Your shaft… she moans… “my Master’s cock feels wonderful doesn’t it…” “yes..” i play with the sluts tits… sucking the nipples… reaching down and playing with her clit.. as she rides my Master…my hands move over to my Master’s balls… i caress them… gently *s*
moving between my Master’s legs as the slut rides Your cock… i suck Your balls slowly into my mouth… i reach up with one hand and finger the slut’s ass… “slut i want You to cum for my Master…” i move to watch her cum on my Master’s cock… “now let me taste my Master’s cock with your pussy on it…” she moves off… i hungrily take my Master’s cock into my mouth… sucking it… taking You deep into my mouth… You moan… hands in my hair…..

“I want the lil slut to taste Your Master’s cum…” “Yes Master…” i move off Your cock … as she takes Your cock into Your mouth…i sit back… watching my Master enjoying His gift… as He cums her
mouth… i pull her off and kiss her as to taste my Master’s cum.



a girl gone quiet

Author: essence
08 27th, 2008

i haven’t felt like writing much… a thought will go through my head when i’m away from my pc and i think o0o i should write about that… then i sit down and my mind goes blank. i’ve posted a few HNT pictures, i have been enjoying that, there is a bit of an exhibitionist in me… ummm always has been. i was notorious for flashing my boobs in my younger years, but being that i work very much with the public and i have children, the girls have been contained. lol Telling Daddy some of these stories always makes my face go red, He always calls me a naughty girl.

Daddy & i had an anniversary a few weeks ago, the first time we ever laid on eyes on one another, and the anniversary of my collaring. i tried to sit down and write about the first time we met, but again, i just couldn’t put it into words. i recall our first week together over and over, how we just fit together so beautifully. It’s hard to believe that we finally found each other.

We’ve both been working hard on our businesses and helping each other out. He works through the night sometimes on a project, while i need my sleep for the type of job i do. He works at home too, which is nice because if i can’t sleep, i can come down to the office for some cuddles and kisses. He’ll come to bed with me if i’m having a bad night, because He knows i sleep better with His arms around me. i love that about Him, how He wraps His body around mine, spooning me and off to sleep i go. Feeling safe and mostly loved.

Another reason i haven’t written as much is that it’s been summer, kids home more, it’s not easy to sit down and write what’s in my head when i have children wanting and needing my attention. Part of it too is this was how we communicated, pc & phone. Now that we live together, i haven’t wanted to sit at my pc or even talk on the phone. Summertime i get antsy too, i prefer to get outside, but now that summer is winding down, my business is going pretty good, and Daddy’s is picking up quite nicely. i hope to fall into more of a routine and not feel so chaotic somedays.

Daddy & i are doing well, i still have the occasional bout of insecurity, anxiety, but i am learning to talk through it more and more with Daddy… but y’know i am a woman and once a month it’s just hard to listen to anyone’s reason but my own. lol not that i enjoy that either, it just sucks all around.

time to get some things down around here….

essence



07 24th, 2008

Driving with Daddy, He looks over at me… “baby you excited?”

“i am Daddy, i am wondering what You have in store for me.”

“I think you’ll be pleased baby… you know I always take such good care of my baby.” He winks at me, shivers go up and down my spine.

We pull up to a hotel, Daddy takes my hand and we go in. We get up to our room, a beautiful room.

“baby I’d like You to dress up for your Daddy.”

i love doing this, i love seeing the pleasing look on His face. i put on a sexy lil black dress, black thigh highs, a black sexy thong, no bra, black heels. Putting my hair up curls framing my face. Daddy loves this look.

“baby, you look so sexy, turn around… let me get a good look.”

i turn slowly… Daddy has a look of hunger in His eyes and i am instantly wet.

A knock on the door, Daddy goes to answer it, a beautiful brunette enters the room. Daddy smiles at me, i know i have a curious look on my face.

“This is my baby, take good care of her.”

He sits down in a chair, the brunette walks over to me. Looking me over.

“Sir, Your baby looks very beautiful tonight, i will take good care of her.”

she reaches up and brushes the curls from my face. Daddy has turned on some music, she starts to move taking my hand, pulling me close, dancing slow with me.

kissing my neck… softly… she kisses me… her hands running down my back, pulling me close. she reaches down pulling my dress up. i feel her fingers against my panties, pressing against my cunt.

“Sir Your baby is very wet.”

“Yes she does have such a wet pussy… she tastes better than honey”

her fingers slip in, my breath pulls in. she is kissing my neck. her lips follow my shoulder line, a strap from my dress falls off my shoulder. my breast is revealed… she kisses down to it…and she runs her tongue around my nipple. it becomes very hard. she pulls my dress down more, she cups my breasts kissing from one to the other… moaning.. i arch my back a bit. my dress drops to the floor and i am standing in my panties, thigh highs and heels.

she takes my hand leading me over to the bed. she lays me down on my back pulling my thong off. she instantly goes to my pussy, running her tongue around, flicking my clit with her tongue. i moan with pleasure… i see Daddy watching… this excites me more.

“Sir… You were right she does taste better than honey…”

“Make my baby cum.”

she goes back to licking my pussy, slowing… probing with her tongue. then licking up to my clit sucking it, running her tongue around it.

“My baby loves her ass played with too.”

i feel the heat rise to my face, embarrassed that anyone would know this. i feel her finger go in my ass. as she licks back up to my pussy.

“baby, I want you to cum” i feel myself build up, my body tensing. “NOW baby.” i can’t hold on as she is licking my pussy, fingering my ass, i cum hard…

“mmmmmm good girl… that’s My baby…”

“Now I want you to fuck my baby” she goes over to her bag and takes out a strap on… she comes back over. “baby suck it like it’s your Daddy’s cock” i do as Daddy says. “Get it good and wet so she can fuck you…” Taking it into my mouth, like it was Daddy’s cock, worshiping it like i worship Daddy’s cock.

she lays me back down. opening my legs, stroking my inner thighs, i quiver and puts the cock in my pussy. slowly entering teasing me.

“That’s it. tease My lil slut, make her want it.” she continues to tease me… slowly letting it enter me, just the head and pulling out. i moan, wanting more.

“baby, beg for her to fuck you. Tell her how much you need to be fucked.”

“please, please fuck me, let me feel that hard cock inside me, i need to be fucked.”

“Give My baby what she needs.” finally she enters me, and starts fucking me. she leans down and starts kissing me. our nipples toying with each other… my legs go wider. she is fucking Daddy’s baby good and hard now.

“baby… ride that cock” she rolls to her back and i slide down that cock and begin to ride it. we are both moaning. she reaches up and squeezes my nipples, i reach down to hers. i ride her faster. Daddy gets up and comes over, He takes out His cock.

“Suck your Daddy’s cock”

It’s so hard, Daddy is enjoying this, which excites me more. i take Daddy’s cock in my mouth, as i ride her. He takes His cock out of my mouth and starts to fuck her mouth with His cock. she moans, i feel her body tensing up. she begins to cum.

Daddy gets up, moves behind me, leans me forward. moaning, squirming a bit as He starts to finger it.
“baby whose ass is this?”

“It’s my Daddy’s ass”

“And what can Daddy do with this ass?”

“Anything He wants.”

“baby want her ass fucked?”

Again heat rushes to my face. softly i whisper “yes Daddy”

He pulls my hair back. “Ask Me to fuck that ass.”

“please Daddy, please fuck my ass.” He slowly enters my ass, as Daddy is always gentle with His baby.

moaning, the 3 of us fucking, she holds me and she starts kissing me, fucking me with her strap on as Daddy is fucking my ass. my body begins to tense up and i feel a huge wave beginning to build in me, as that is what it feels like to me, a wave that is about to crash down.

“baby cum, i want that cum” i let go, letting that wave crash down in me and cum hard and that wave keeps crashing down and my body is shaking. the girl is holding me, kissing me softly, whispering in my ear how beautiful it was to watch.

“Now suck the cum out of Daddy’s cock”

we both kneel before Daddy, kissing each other, licking and sucking my Daddy’s cock. Daddy lays back on the bed. i take Daddy’s cock into my mouth, swirling my tongue around as i know Daddy likes, i feel His hand in my hair, pulling me down deeper. she starts licking Daddy’s balls.

“Take that cum baby.” Daddy’s cum shoots into my mouth, and like a good girl. i open my mouth and show Daddy.

“Good baby… now swallow it…” i do as Daddy says…

Curling up together, i know i am loved. i know i am cared for. i know i am safe.

i am my Daddy’s baby.



Hello again…

Author: essence
07 19th, 2008

Remember me? my name is essence.

i am a Daddy’s girl. i am His submissive. i have alot of responsibilities with this too, along with the day to day life of trying to run my own business and raise 3 children. It can be challenging, very challenging, juggling everyone’s needs, taking care of the household, running my children about, taking care of Daddy, and on top of that, trying to make a name in my field of work in today’s falling economy, and helping Daddy start His business as well.

It’s all very scary, and it’s all very exciting at the same time.

Over the past month or so, i guess it has all built up in me and i had a meltdown, i don’t need to go into much detail about it but i am trying my best to come out of this. i fell under a blanket of darkness and not one that was good ; ) i forgot my place, i forgot alot of things and just let the blanket encompass me.

Daddy has been working very hard, and i felt neglected. i acted out badly. i deserve to be spanked. Truthfully, i want Him to spank me. i want it. i think i need it. i need my mind put straight.

Neither Daddy nor i are perfect, we make our mistakes. Communication is the key, no matter what kind of relationship you have.

i just wanted to come back and follow up a bit on what i wrote. Daddy read it and said it’s really sad. i don’t want to be sad, i felt sad, it isn’t a good time of year for me either. Memories of losing a very dear loved one come back and it was weighing on me. Some years, i can deal with it well, this year i miss this loved one very much, i always do but this year, i felt the need to have a connection with them. Even though they are not with me in life form, i know they are with me in spirit. i have daily reminders of them…. and i mean daily.

Anyway, it’s a beautiful day i am hanging out clothes, and going to start on my cleaning. i want to start writing more here… publish some of my naughty stories that i have written over the years for my Daddy.

Daddy, i love You. Thank You for loving me… even when i am bad.

His girl always
essence



06 28th, 2008

i’ve been feeling lost, so these are just my ramblings… i don’t know if they will make sense and i will probably be jumping all over the place.

Sometimes i feel so much responsibility on my shoulders, it stresses me out. i have 3 children that i run about for, and i have been trying to start my own business in my field. It started out great but then became very slow, the economy is not helping one bit, but this week popped for me. (i hope it continues) The daily chores of the house have fallen behind. i am feeling the squeeze financially and it always stresses me out more than usual. i’ve put on a few pounds over the winter, 15 to be exact. i don’t feel sexy very often. i feel depressed and scared. Maybe that is why i woke up crying that night. It’s not been easy for me to talk about it either, and really i know i can talk to Daddy about anything and everything, but i hold it in.

To be honest, i’ve not behaved very well lately and i am ashamed. For some reason, not sure what brought it on but feelings of insecurity have surfaced. Really, i have no reason to feel that way. Trust… trust… something that has not been easy for me to give in past … and it seems lately i am struggling. It’s not that i don’t want to trust… i do… so very much. Letting go of past pain is so hard and clouds your mind. i need to cleanse my mind i think. i need to feel grateful for the things i do have and not focus so much on the negative thoughts of how things are going. i am allowing the outside influences of the world (stresses of day to day living) cloud all that is really good in my life.

my Daddy loves me more than anyone has ever loved me before, of all the people in my life, next to my mother, He is definitely on my side… and yet i keep thinking one day He is going to think He wants out of this… this mess … because that is how i have been feeling. i’m not bringing in the income i know that i have the potential to bring in but as i said previously my field of work is taking a hit from the economy. i go to school, get a degree and now i feel like i am drowning. Do i need to get a different job and give up this quest of having my own business? i really don’t know what to do… i feel lost and confused.

my submission is not where it should be either, i seem to be struggling there as well. It’s not always easy taking care of 3 children who make demands on you, work in the field that i do (taking care of others) and i feel like i am not taking care of my Daddy as i should be…. that i am failing and that He will look for someone who can take care of Him the way He needs. So i am not trusting in the love that we have… that just hit me just now. i feel ashamed for thinking that… Us… who would have people look at us, as we are so lost in one another… The couple that a man approached at a restaurant and says to us “He handles you well… You can tell He loves you very much.” i want that couple back, but really that couple is right here. That couple has not gone anywhere… its the day to day stresses that cloud over that couple… but then it’s only me that allows there to be a cloud. i can’t seem to see through that cloud somedays…

i am lost.