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my name is essence Master gave me this name when We first started exploring together i was not always a submissive woman or should i say i did not discover this side of me until i met the most wonderful Man i know. We met online almost 4 years ago i knew little of the D/s lifestyle We were first friends, talking for months… to meeting in real… becoming lovers. We've been living together for a year now.  i call Him Daddy.
you can email me at essence at subessence.com

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Super Busy

Author: essence
12 6th, 2008

It’s the holiday season and i am finally getting over my sicknesses… i spent most of November sick. Now i am plunging into my work. Trying to build my business and i am getting very excited about it.

Daddy & i are doing well. Although He is sick now, my poor Daddy! i am coming up on making some major changes for my work. Some stuff went down a few weeks ago and an opportunity landed in my lap without my even looking. i believe in there are no coincidences, and this was definitely heaven sent from someone watching over me. *smiles* THANK YOU! i am very excited and nervous at the direction i am going. All in a good way. i am relocating my business and the environment is so much more conducive for my line of work. i am stepping further into my role of being my own business. Daddy has been a huge player in all this… supporting me, giving me ideas (and yes i know sometimes my red-headed irish stubborness sneaks out) but i appreciate ALL HIS SUPPORT and i know how fortunate i am to have someone like Daddy with all His business experience in my court.

Having been sick in Nov. my sex drive came to a halt. i was tired all the time, worn out, not feeling good and when i wasn’t working, or taking care of the kids, or cleaning up, i curled up with a book and dozed off. Daddy is a night owl, so when He comes to bed i am out like a light and it’s like the lightbulb completely burnt out. Now i am feeling better and He is sick, coughing is His worst thing right now. Then of course i get my period blah sighs i miss Daddy’s hands on me, pushing me down into the mattress and pulling, twisting my nipples, yanking down my panties and forcing His fingers inside me…. all the while whispering in my ear asking if His lil girl likes to be fucked. *fans self* just thinking about how hot it is. Maybe i’ll have to write another story, it’s been awhile since i’ve written one.

With being sick over November i haven’t felt too submissive, i’ve just wanted to sleep, and rest. It was hard trying to juggle kids, and a few of them were sick in Nov as well, which didn’t help. I tried not to reschedule too many clients either, i tried to stay on top of that but some days i just couldn’t do it. November could have been a very busy month for me if i hadn’t gotten so sick… so this month i’ve kicked up my marketing a bit… i have Christmas presents to buy! Daddy & i aren’t going to exchange gifts this year… and i’ve already gotten my gift from my oldest son. Which by the way was such a much needed wonderful surprise. He did GOOD. He came and got my car one day and put a full set of new tires on it and gave it a tune up as well. He works in that field so He knows what He is doing and He always makes sure my car is up to His standards lol

i have to say… i am one luck girl to have a Daddy like mine, that helps me so much with my business and a very lucky mom to have been blessed with the children i have… This Holiday Season i am extremely grateful for family.


my surprise for Daddy

Author: essence
08 28th, 2008

Kneeling before You my Master… naked… putting my head in Your lap… stroking Your inner thigh… You running Your hand through my hair …soft sighs escaping my lips… “i love You Master…with all
my heart.. tonight Master… i have a treat for You…i have found a slut for us to play with..” getting up, taking Your hand… i lead You to the guest room… where sitting quietly is the slut… i have a
chair set for You… to sit comfortably in… lightly kissing Your lips… looking into Your eyes… smiling softly… i go to the slut and stroke her hair… “please stand slut so that my Master may look
You over and get His approval…” she stands… turns for You.. You look at me and nod.

i go to her and fun my hands over her body… exploring… touching her nipples… pulling softly.. running my hands down her stomach…finding her cunt… sticking two fingers in… “Master she is wet…” pulling the fingers out…i lick them… looking at You… “she tastes good Master…may i continue?” You nod… “yes My Love..” i turn to the slut… “now taste my Master’s pussy…” she drops to her knees “now just a taste” softly licks my Master’s pussy… “please tell my Master how His pussy tastes…” “Sir… Your pussy tastes sweet…i would like to taste more of it..” “then
lean My baby over the bed facing Me, so i may watch My baby’s face and You may get a good taste of My sweet pussy”

leaning forward over the bed… spreading my legs apart… ass up in the air.. looking at my Master.
she sticks her tongue in my Master’s pussy. imoan “doesn’t My pussy taste good…” “yes Sir.. it tastes very good…” “now lick My slut’s pussy real good… don’t make her cum
yet….. and stick your finger in her ass too.. My slut loves that”

she licks her finger and slowly inserts it in my ass… i moan… she goes to fucking my Master’s cunt with her tongue… looking at my Master… seeing the pleasure on His face… brings such joy to my
heart… feeling good having my pussy tongue fucked and my ass fingered… but not wanting to cum as Master says not to yet… i hold on…

“now baby, taste this lil slut’s pussy” laying her on the bed… spreading her legs… i move between her legs… looking up at my Master… You nod… i softly run my tongue around her lips…around her clit… sucking softly… she moans … sticking two fingers in her cunt.. and nibbling her clit… she squirms… i look over at You and begin to stroke Your hard cock.. “Master.. would it please You if
i make this slut cum for You?…” “Yes baby” Licking her cunt up and down… fucking it with my tongue… and back up to her clit.. i stick a finger in her ass….. she moans as she cums.

“baby i want You to 69 with this slut now”… moving my cunt over her face … and my face over her cunt… slowing moving down on her face… i moan… “now slut… i do want You to make My baby cum
this time… and finger My baby’s ass… and fuck My baby’s cunt with your tongue… i want her to cum hard”

looking up at You, my Master… i see how hard my Master’s cock is…this pleases me so… as my cunt is fucked with this sluts tongue… her fingers exploring… i suck on her clit… moaning… i am going to cum hard… You see this …”baby look at Me when You cum…” looking up… i cum hard…for
my Master owns these cums…

i move off the slut and go to my Master… seeing how hard His cock is… “Master… it would please me to suck Your hard cock” You nod.. “lil slut… please watch… as You may see how my Master loves to have His cock sucked…” i slowly take Your cock into my mouth and beginning sucking… soft sucks.. You brush Your hand through my hair, pulling me down deeper onto Your cock.

i stand up… go over to the bed… lay the slut on her back… spread her legs… run my hand over her pussy… “Master… i believe this slut is ready for Your cock…” going over to You… taking Your
hand… leaning down sucking Your cock… my hand finds her pussy…“slut… get up so my Master may lay down…” she moves… i help my Master lay back… i go back to sucking Your cock… “slut… taste my Master’s cock..” she takes Your cock into her mouth… “soft sucks” i tell her… “and take Him deep into Your mouth… He loves that…”
“baby come sit on My face… i want to taste that sweet lil pussy of Mine..” i lower my Master’s pussy onto His face… i moan.. how i love my Master’s tongue… leaning down i help the slut
lick and suck my Master’s cock… as He enjoys His pussy… “baby cum… cum now… i want Your cum…” i obey and cum hard…so my Master may enjoy His sweet cum

i then move to the slut… “now You must ride my Master’s cock…” helping her straddle You… i hold Your cock and she slides down Your shaft… she moans… “my Master’s cock feels wonderful doesn’t it…” “yes..” i play with the sluts tits… sucking the nipples… reaching down and playing with her clit.. as she rides my Master…my hands move over to my Master’s balls… i caress them… gently *s*
moving between my Master’s legs as the slut rides Your cock… i suck Your balls slowly into my mouth… i reach up with one hand and finger the slut’s ass… “slut i want You to cum for my Master…” i move to watch her cum on my Master’s cock… “now let me taste my Master’s cock with your pussy on it…” she moves off… i hungrily take my Master’s cock into my mouth… sucking it… taking You deep into my mouth… You moan… hands in my hair…..

“I want the lil slut to taste Your Master’s cum…” “Yes Master…” i move off Your cock … as she takes Your cock into Your mouth…i sit back… watching my Master enjoying His gift… as He cums her
mouth… i pull her off and kiss her as to taste my Master’s cum.

07 24th, 2008

Driving with Daddy, He looks over at me… “baby you excited?”

“i am Daddy, i am wondering what You have in store for me.”

“I think you’ll be pleased baby… you know I always take such good care of my baby.” He winks at me, shivers go up and down my spine.

We pull up to a hotel, Daddy takes my hand and we go in. We get up to our room, a beautiful room.

“baby I’d like You to dress up for your Daddy.”

i love doing this, i love seeing the pleasing look on His face. i put on a sexy lil black dress, black thigh highs, a black sexy thong, no bra, black heels. Putting my hair up curls framing my face. Daddy loves this look.

“baby, you look so sexy, turn around… let me get a good look.”

i turn slowly… Daddy has a look of hunger in His eyes and i am instantly wet.

A knock on the door, Daddy goes to answer it, a beautiful brunette enters the room. Daddy smiles at me, i know i have a curious look on my face.

“This is my baby, take good care of her.”

He sits down in a chair, the brunette walks over to me. Looking me over.

“Sir, Your baby looks very beautiful tonight, i will take good care of her.”

she reaches up and brushes the curls from my face. Daddy has turned on some music, she starts to move taking my hand, pulling me close, dancing slow with me.

kissing my neck… softly… she kisses me… her hands running down my back, pulling me close. she reaches down pulling my dress up. i feel her fingers against my panties, pressing against my cunt.

“Sir Your baby is very wet.”

“Yes she does have such a wet pussy… she tastes better than honey”

her fingers slip in, my breath pulls in. she is kissing my neck. her lips follow my shoulder line, a strap from my dress falls off my shoulder. my breast is revealed… she kisses down to it…and she runs her tongue around my nipple. it becomes very hard. she pulls my dress down more, she cups my breasts kissing from one to the other… moaning.. i arch my back a bit. my dress drops to the floor and i am standing in my panties, thigh highs and heels.

she takes my hand leading me over to the bed. she lays me down on my back pulling my thong off. she instantly goes to my pussy, running her tongue around, flicking my clit with her tongue. i moan with pleasure… i see Daddy watching… this excites me more.

“Sir… You were right she does taste better than honey…”

“Make my baby cum.”

she goes back to licking my pussy, slowing… probing with her tongue. then licking up to my clit sucking it, running her tongue around it.

“My baby loves her ass played with too.”

i feel the heat rise to my face, embarrassed that anyone would know this. i feel her finger go in my ass. as she licks back up to my pussy.

“baby, I want you to cum” i feel myself build up, my body tensing. “NOW baby.” i can’t hold on as she is licking my pussy, fingering my ass, i cum hard…

“mmmmmm good girl… that’s My baby…”

“Now I want you to fuck my baby” she goes over to her bag and takes out a strap on… she comes back over. “baby suck it like it’s your Daddy’s cock” i do as Daddy says. “Get it good and wet so she can fuck you…” Taking it into my mouth, like it was Daddy’s cock, worshiping it like i worship Daddy’s cock.

she lays me back down. opening my legs, stroking my inner thighs, i quiver and puts the cock in my pussy. slowly entering teasing me.

“That’s it. tease My lil slut, make her want it.” she continues to tease me… slowly letting it enter me, just the head and pulling out. i moan, wanting more.

“baby, beg for her to fuck you. Tell her how much you need to be fucked.”

“please, please fuck me, let me feel that hard cock inside me, i need to be fucked.”

“Give My baby what she needs.” finally she enters me, and starts fucking me. she leans down and starts kissing me. our nipples toying with each other… my legs go wider. she is fucking Daddy’s baby good and hard now.

“baby… ride that cock” she rolls to her back and i slide down that cock and begin to ride it. we are both moaning. she reaches up and squeezes my nipples, i reach down to hers. i ride her faster. Daddy gets up and comes over, He takes out His cock.

“Suck your Daddy’s cock”

It’s so hard, Daddy is enjoying this, which excites me more. i take Daddy’s cock in my mouth, as i ride her. He takes His cock out of my mouth and starts to fuck her mouth with His cock. she moans, i feel her body tensing up. she begins to cum.

Daddy gets up, moves behind me, leans me forward. moaning, squirming a bit as He starts to finger it.
“baby whose ass is this?”

“It’s my Daddy’s ass”

“And what can Daddy do with this ass?”

“Anything He wants.”

“baby want her ass fucked?”

Again heat rushes to my face. softly i whisper “yes Daddy”

He pulls my hair back. “Ask Me to fuck that ass.”

“please Daddy, please fuck my ass.” He slowly enters my ass, as Daddy is always gentle with His baby.

moaning, the 3 of us fucking, she holds me and she starts kissing me, fucking me with her strap on as Daddy is fucking my ass. my body begins to tense up and i feel a huge wave beginning to build in me, as that is what it feels like to me, a wave that is about to crash down.

“baby cum, i want that cum” i let go, letting that wave crash down in me and cum hard and that wave keeps crashing down and my body is shaking. the girl is holding me, kissing me softly, whispering in my ear how beautiful it was to watch.

“Now suck the cum out of Daddy’s cock”

we both kneel before Daddy, kissing each other, licking and sucking my Daddy’s cock. Daddy lays back on the bed. i take Daddy’s cock into my mouth, swirling my tongue around as i know Daddy likes, i feel His hand in my hair, pulling me down deeper. she starts licking Daddy’s balls.

“Take that cum baby.” Daddy’s cum shoots into my mouth, and like a good girl. i open my mouth and show Daddy.

“Good baby… now swallow it…” i do as Daddy says…

Curling up together, i know i am loved. i know i am cared for. i know i am safe.

i am my Daddy’s baby.

So it would seem

Author: essence
06 8th, 2008

i haven’t posted here in awhile. Sorry about that. Life has been busy and yet life has been slow in other areas! Daddy & i are doing great. Of course there are always bumps in the road but we are very much in love. i was just saying to Him this morning as i laid in His arms… “There is nothing like falling into bed with the Man you love, having Him wrap His arms around you, holding you all night… i have never felt so loved, so protected and so safe.”

i told Daddy i need to start posting again. He agrees. This week we are without children, my break this month… whew! Last night was spent on reconnecting without children here. i love role-playing with Daddy, i love being His naughty lil girl who He uses up. i love surrendering to Him, not always easy with children around. Last night He took me, used me up and left me breathless…. tonight… mmmmmmm i’m hoping He’ll do it some more… i might just have to dress up for Him… smiles


Author: essence
04 17th, 2008

Just coming in from my walk, going into the bedroom, suddenly from behind i feel a breath on my neck… chills go through me. A blindfold is then placed over my eyes. His hands go into my shirt, fondling my breasts, nipples erect.

He is breathing in my ear…
“baby shhhhhh… don’t say anything…”

He ties a scarf across my mouth, kissing my neck, i feel weak in the knees…

Whispering in my ear… “You are mine”

His hands run down my arms.. to my hands, pulling them over my head i feel them being tied together. He pushes me down on the bed, pulling my shorts off, my breath is caught in my throat… butterflies in my tummy with anticipation.

He opens my legs. i feel His hands stroking my inner thighs… “There’s Daddy’s pussy… ”

i can’t see Him but i feel His breath. He is close to my cunt, quivering from this. i feel His hands cupping my ass… rising me up. He slowly licks my pussy lips.
moaning through the gag…

“baby… shhhhhhh… no sounds and no cumming until I say you can…”

This will be difficult, not moaning. catching my moans in my throat.

His tongue outlines my cunt… swirling my clit… licking down to my pussy… slowly i feel His tongue enter me… holding back my moans of pleasure…

remembering to be silent as Daddy is taking what is His…

i arch my back

wanting Him deep inside me.

moans caught in my throat.. i must be silent.

i feel His hand on my breast, rolling my nipple between His fingers, turning my head, remembering to be silent…

He is eating my pussy with such hunger

He stops… i don’t feel His touch anywhere… i can’t see Him… wondering where He is and what He is doing…

i feel His cock on my lips, i open my mouth, licking the head of His cock.

i open my mouth for His cock hungrily… wanting Him…

Taking Him into my throat…

He begins to fuck my throat like it’s my pussy… as He is fucking my pussy with His tongue.

i feel His fingers spreading my ass checks open… i feel His fingers

He stops… leaving me to lie there. Where is He i wonder?

i feel His hands turning me over, pulling my ass up in the air. He starts to fuck my pussy from behind, fingering my ass.

Daddy is taking all that is His… reminding me that i am His to do with what He pleases…

He pulls out of my pussy, i feel His cock teasing my ass…

slowly entering it.. pulling out… slowly going back in…

i can’t take this.. i want it all… driving me crazy but i can’t say anything… silence… i must be a good girl, Daddy wants silence.

in my head i am moaning…

wanting to tell Him fuck me… take me… use me… but He is… no need to tell Him…

He slowly gives me all His cock in my ass… fucking it.

i can’t touch Him.. i can’t see Him… but OMG do i feel Him!

Taking what is His, with each stroke into my ass.. i feel Him, His fingers rubbing my clit… i quiver… i hold on … feeling myself build up…

“baby wants to cum… i feel it…”

i can’t answer Him… in my head i am screaming…


“I reckon My baby should cum… NOW”

i let go… cumming hard with Daddy’s cock in my ass… as Daddy’s cum shoots into me…

i am Owned, i am His toy

Daddy’s girl forever

04 13th, 2008

(otherwise known as Daddy’s Birthday)

As a good lil girl, i of course asked Daddy “What would You like for Your Birthday Daddy.”

His response?

“Steak and BJ.”

“BJ? You mean blueberry jam Daddy?” -giggles His lil girl

Laughing “Yes baby that’s exactly what Daddy means…”

We had a nice dinner last night, (Steak) and went to see The Rolling Stones Shine A Light on the big IMAX screen. Awesome.

BJ — grins is all His lil girl has been doing today… In the morning.. in the shower… Afternoon… looks over at clock… time to get back on task

Happy Birthday Daddy

i love You with all my heart (which of course You own)

Your babygirl

A girl patiently waits…

Author: essence
03 31st, 2008

for her Daddy to finish His business for the evening. she waits in her plaid lil skirt, hoodie, knee highs, 3 inch mary janes and her white undies & bra. braids in place… she prepares her Daddy’s drink waiting for His phone call to be done…

oh the night that awaits her… she hopes He will put her ankle & wrist restraints, lead her to bed and use her like the lil toy she is… His toy… she waits patiently not to disturb Him… she’s wet just thinking of the night ahead… she wants Him and aches for Him to take her and use her for His pleasure…

she waits…


starting the day

Author: essence
03 29th, 2008

“baby you teased Me last night, asking if you could spend the night with your Daddy… then fell asleep on the couch before 10pm”

sighs that i did… i love when He will say to me… “lil girl can you spend the night?” i know i am in for some wild hot fucking… so that is what He said to me this morning after coffee, sitting in our office… that i teased Him and fell asleep.

He got up from His chair, went over closed and locked the office door, undid His pants and commanded me to my knees. To which i obeyed… dropping to my knees and taking His already hard cock into my mouth. Using my tongue as He likes (which reminds me i need to do an update on my past assignment of cocksucking) He ordered me to get on His cock and i eagerly did so. my feet on either side of Him… fucking His cock for awhile. He ordered me to suck His cock and tasting my own pussy juices…

He then bent me over my head in my chair, ass in the air and fucked me from behind until He came… i can also tell when He is about to cum… His cock gets so hard which makes me cum even harder…

That’s just a preview of what is to come tonight… i can’t wait.

An assignment

Author: essence
10 15th, 2007

i sit here today… thinking about Daddy… missing Him. We will be together soon… we try to see each other once a month.

He has given me a new assignment… well actually it is one that has been ongoing since we first met. He has always said “I want you to be the best lil cocksucker…” i love sucking His cock, giving Him pleasure. He has been training me in this area for a very long time. i want to be the best too. To hear Him say “mmmm baby that’s nice… I like that, remember that move”, excites me more than i can express. The fact that He will instruct me on what feels good… communicate with me, well its nothing like i’ve had with anyone before. i love the openess we share.

Are most men shy to tell their partner what does and doesn’t feel good? Do some just think we should just know what to do? What feels good for them? This is all new for me… to actually have someone that will talk to me during … letting me know what they enjoy. So my task from Daddy right now (before He visits) is to study… read all i can on cocksucking. i so want to make Him proud… gives me such pleasure.

Now i must go do some reading *s* Daddy will be visiting in exactly 9 days.


The Art of Kissing

Author: essence
09 23rd, 2007

Master & i were talking last night.. as we do every night… smiles… i am to call Him before i go to sleep…. i love our talks… i love every moment i get with Him… just hearing His voice brings me such comfort… i had told Master that i miss His kisses… and that a kiss says so much… really… i had never thought about it much… past relationships… kissing was nice… sometimes a bit rushed.. too harsh… or not even done enough… but like in one of my previous posts about The Art of Making Love… there is also an art to kissing….

It definitely varies from couple to couple… but i think after a couple has been together for awhile…they develop their own individual art… past lovers… they were rushed… not taking the time to form an art… what is the hurry? Don’t get me wrong… sometimes that want for Master is so strong… i just want Him to take me… but… i absolutely love Master’s foreplay with me all day… Master & i love kissing… we kiss all day… He will just grab me at the most unexpected time…. kiss me softly…. pulling away… and He always says i have this goofy look on my face… i have to remember what i was doing… i love our kisses… He said we are still finding our kiss baby… wow there’s more? LUCKY ME!

So Master… when You asked me what our kisses say….. they say… love.. tenderness.. desire.. passion.. want.. and mostly they say.. i belong to You… because when You tease me with Your kisses and pull away…. i am left with the linger of Your lips… claiming mine… telling me… that sometime during that day… You will take what is Yours….. and i know….. i know…. that i will surrender to You ….. because i am completely Yours to take when You want…. That is the Art of my Master’s Kisses…..

Proudly wearing Your collar Master…
i love You my Wonderful Daddy…

Kisses…. softly… sweetly…

Your babygirl