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About Me

my name is essence Master gave me this name when We first started exploring together i was not always a submissive woman or should i say i did not discover this side of me until i met the most wonderful Man i know. We met online almost 4 years ago i knew little of the D/s lifestyle We were first friends, talking for months… to meeting in real… becoming lovers. We've been living together for almost a year now.  i call Him Daddy.

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Master calls me essence… for i am the essence of His love… and He is the essence of my being…

Archive for September, 2008

Sugasm 147

Author: essence
09 26th, 2008

The best of this week’s blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #148? Submit a link to your best post of the week by emailing me directly at radicalvixenatgmaildotcom Participants, repost the link list within a week and you’re all set.

This Week’s Picks
Amazing
““You’re lucky I’m not being mean right now.””

Cum Squirt With Me. Confession #131
“Not much research has been done on the female orgasm in general, much less this seemingly new erotic marvel.”

Jealousy, Pornography and the Boundaries of Blogging
“I search to be a sexually free, independent and satisfied woman without the stigma of slut yet with the positive implications of slut.”

Mr. Sugasm Himself

Sugar Bank

Editor’s Choice
Blue Fantasy, Red Silk Rope

More Sugasm
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See also: Fleshbot’s Sex Blog Roundup each Tuesday and Friday.

(Sugasm participants should re-post all the links above within a week. The following links may be excluded as long as you include all the above links.)

Sex News, Reviews, & Interviews
DVD Review: “Hostel Lupus” (Lupus Pictures)
Lady Sascha Reviews the Light-Of-Love T
Sarge Ties Up Charlotte Vale On Hogtied
VibeReview Fantasy: Decadent Indulgence

Thoughts on Sex and Relationships
The Enigmatic Angel Finds Out Just HOW Kinky She IS
Fetish Fridays: Interview With A Sissy
How Grey Does Your Garden Grow?
Rock Me Sexy Jesus
We don’t plan to stop
Where Do I Fit In The Picture
Why I hire escorts

Why, Oh Why Do I Like Watching My Wife Get Fucked
You Are Beautiful Tonight

Sex & Humor
Overheard In BDSM

BDSM & Fetish
Bonds of Love
Brutal Bastinado And Intense Sadistic BDSM

Don’t Slam The Door
Exceeding My Expectations
Meeting with BS 4
Mistress or Lusty Bitch?
Public Displays of Discipline
Renewing and Reviewing: Rule 5
Sarge Says: The Vale That Is Thin Enough For Me
Sex and Submission Round 2 Report: Mz Berlin, Mark Davis, And Bondage

She works hard for a living…

Sex Work
Satine Phoenix Is A Sinner? Repent Repent Repent!

NSFW Pics, Videos & Audio
Clips and Clamps
Feather Fan HNT
Half-Nekkid Thursday: Sunny Side Up

Sex Advice

Bend over boyfriend how to make him want anal sex
How To Put On A Condom In The Dark
Man-Handled: What Makes the Perfect Blowjob?

Erotic Writing and Experiences
Being Alone
Catalina loves Fucking Mr. F (In My Mind At Least)
Chasseur
Fuck My Mouth
Horny

The Long Kiss Goodnight
Making out in the air part1
One
What She Forgot - Another Friday Night Bedtime Story



Can’t sleep

Author: essence
09 19th, 2008

Visited my friend today, ended up being a reunion of women. We all use to work together awhile ago. my friend & i arrived earlier, her husband was there, she had run out on an errand. Talking with him first was nice, we all shed alot of tears before she got home. i think that was good for all of us. i’m not gonna deny it, this has shaken me up alot. i’ve been crying off and on all night. so much is going through my mind. life is so precious… my heart cries for this family. all i can say is she has a wonderful man for a husband, and the love he has for her was so obvious when we were talking to him.

i will continue to go over there whenever i can, as much as i can. she doesn’t live far from me. this has really made me think alot … i feel so sad.



Random Thoughts

Author: essence
09 18th, 2008

Last week was a busy week, i had my sister visiting me. It’s always fun and interesting. She has admitted she is a Sadist. She doesn’t get to practice that, as her husband won’t let her lol It was funny hearing her talk of it, of course when he wasn’t in the room. lol i never did tell her that i am the opposite of her. i just wasn’t ready to reveal that to her. Wish i could have, but at times i am so protective of who i am, for fear of rejection. Which is something deep within me from my childhood. (whole nother story!)

It was great having her here and we enjoyed it thoroughly. She met Daddy, (i almost called Him that more than once when she was here!) They seem to get along well and she said that she liked Him. It was very hard to see her go, the kids so loved her being here… so did i. We sat up talking for hours, took her to the gym with me and she had so much fun with my kids. Before she left, she turned to me and said “you have some really funny kids.” She’s a wonderful aunt. She’s also a wonderful sister, i don’t see my family often, in fact years since i’ve seen some of them. So this was a wonderful visit for me.

It’s been slow for me in my career, school starting always slows it down. Hopefully it will pick up soon. i received bad news about a friend the other day, and it’s really had me down. She has been fighting cancer for a number of years, started as breast cancer and now… well she has been told that she has a month, at the most. It has sent me reeling. It is these things that remind me of the important things in life. my family. my Daddy, my children, my friends, my family that i haven’t seen since the loss of our mother.

i called another friend of mine and asked if she wanted to go visit our friend together, i didn’t think i had it in me to do it alone. Daddy thinks i should go visit her alone, but i just don’t think i can. She is such a strong woman and has been through all this, to see this happen after her long courageous fight is just heartbreaking. She has a family, she has grown children, she has a husband and a lump just forms in my throat thinking of how much she is loved.

my mother was an eccentric woman, she loved hats, when my mother passed i gave some hats to this friend because it was her first battle with the cancer. She was going through chemo then, i couldn’t bring myself to throw out the hats of my mom, she had alot of hats too. i ended up donating the rest of mom’s hats to women that had cancer. Now she is losing that fight and what can i do? What can i possibly do to help her at this time? i am at a loss.

But i know i can do this, it was me who sat with my grandmother for 2 weeks before she passed. It was me that whispered in her ear before she slipped into a coma that it was ok for her to go on to grandpa, that we would all be ok, that it was time for her to move on and that we were all proud of her and that she was loved deeply. it was then my birthday that she did make that move, less than 24 hours after i spoke those words to her. Part of me wanted to be there with her, holding her hand.

but this is different… this is someone young, who has so much more living to do, and yet… it’s just her time. painful as it is… it is her time to make that move. i can do this… i have to do this. i will bring her my strength that i have because as painful as this is.. i have the strength to do this.

Life is so fragile and yet we take it for granted in so many ways… i miss those i have lost, but it is now that i am reminded that i need to think of the things they have brought to my life and not what i have lost. It is in those memories and gifts that i have received that i realize how truly blessed i am.

She is too… for she is loved and has touched many lives. It is that what gives me the strength to do this.



Happy HNT

Author: essence
09 17th, 2008

The hair~

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Happy HNT

Author: essence
09 10th, 2008

i’ve had a busy week, family was visiting, so hopefully i can get around to posting soon. Tonight i’ve been snoozing on the couch as i am worn out from late nights! Here’s more of the feather fan… Happy HNT everyone!

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Sugasm #145

Author: essence
09 6th, 2008

The best of this week’s blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #146? Submit a link to your best post of the weekby emailing me directly at radicalvixenatgmaildotcom Participants, repost the link list within a week and you’re all set.

This Week’s Picks
Being Civil
“They couldn’t understand what the appeal of a civil union was for us.”

Clandestine Rendezvous
“He turned around to kiss me and I melted.”

Hotel Sex
“The excitement is too much for both of us”

Mr. Sugasm Himself

Sugar Bank

Editor’s Choice
You Can’t Make This Shit Up, Part 2

More Sugasm
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See also: Fleshbot’s Sex Blog Roundup each Tuesday and Friday.

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Thoughts on Sex and Relationships
Let’s Pretend…
Masturbaticon I
Our Peculiar Erotica
“Pay No Attention To That Man Behind The Curtain”
Taking Charge of Your Own Pleasure
Tease and Denial: In Defense of Subtlety

Things that make you go Mmmmmm

Sex News, Reviews & Interviews
Babygate Continues!
Vibrators of the Future

Sex Work
Pillow Humping Cam Pussy

BDSM & Fetish

Arms to the sky
Beads
brock’s Last Task
My surprise for Daddy
Naughty, Naughty…Nice
The New Pet (fiction)
A proper thank you
The Runaround.
Welcome to Kinky Sex Link

NSFW Pics, Videos & Audio
Bare back HNT
HNT - Stripping for the Bath Brush - F/m Spanking Pic
Sasha Grey (NewNudeCity)

Erotic Writing and Experiences
8:55 - On My Way…
Asian massage parlors
Awakening

Brains in her cunt
The “Ex-Pat” Love [2nd. Revision]
Fantasy Friday: Lips Like Sugar
Hausfrau
In the Early Morning Darkness
Not Quite Poetry
On the Back of a Motorcycle

Release
Your first time with me



Happy HNT!

Author: essence
09 3rd, 2008

Happy HNT everyone!

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