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About Me

my name is essence Master gave me this name when We first started exploring together i was not always a submissive woman or should i say i did not discover this side of me until i met the most wonderful Man i know. We met online almost 4 years ago i knew little of the D/s lifestyle We were first friends, talking for months… to meeting in real… becoming lovers. We've been living together for a year now.  i call Him Daddy.
you can email me at essence at subessence.com

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Master calls me essence… for i am the essence of His love… and He is the essence of my being…

Archive for April, 2008

Sugasm #128

Author: essence
04 23rd, 2008

The best of this week’s blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #129? Submit a link to your best post of the week using this form. Participants, repost the link list within a week and you’re all set.

This Week’s Picks

Fellatrices: C-u-n-n-i-l-i-n-g-u-s
“Yep, sounds like the boyfriend needs a lesson,” she affirmed. “You just need to show him where to lick.”

In Plain Sight
“She was laughing flirtatiously and he had a look of a cat that’s about to get the cream.”

Succor.
“The act of suspension removed me from my ego and placed me at the still point.”

Mr. Sugasm Himself (one from the vaults)
Ten Things to Thank Porn For

Editor’s Choice
Half-Nekkid Thursday: My Hustler Debut

More Sugasm
Join the Sugasm

See also: Fleshbot’s Sex Blog Roundup each Tuesday and Friday.

(Sugasm participants should re-post all the links above within a week. The following links may be excluded as long as you include all the above links.)

BDSM & Fetish
Bath time…
The Edge
Fetish Friday - Shoes
Figging and Coat Hanger Spanking
Half-Nekkid in Tighty Whities
“HIS Good Girl!”
Phone sex and the belt

Sexual narratives
Silence
Sugarbutch Star: Shannon

Sex News, Reviews & Interviews
Dirty Girls: an interview with Rachel Kramer Bussel
Essen Fetish Evolution Weekend 2008
Jenna’s Velvet G-Spot Vibrator Review
Top Ten Sex Toys To Laugh At

NSFW Pics, Videos & Audio
Blonde MILF gets stuffed in ass in Gangbang
Carla Bruni Nude Pictures Worth $91000
Divinity
Jana Jordan & Lena Nicole
Lady Dalbin at the Crazy Horse in Paris

Pornsaint Jasmine Tame
Sapphic Erotica
Video Blue Line Cinema

Erotic Writing and Experiences
The Allure
B is for Bukkake
Captivating the college girl-Part III
Getting In Touch With Myself
Giving Out Candy

In Dreams There Are No Limits Part II
Miss Take Charge
Night terrors.
A Party Primer
Pushing The Right Buttons
Speedos removed - orgy with the boys
The Steam Room - An Erotic Tale
Surreality in Dreams
An Unavoidable Mistake

Verbal Domination, Verbal Cruelty (part 2)
The Waitress

Sex Work
The Taboo Fantasy Of Max Mosley

Thoughts on Sex and Relationships
Bed Tango
Choices
Has Gay lost its magic charm?
Just Like Porn! …but not.

Nazi Fantasies
New Jersey Fish Mouth
Not just another pretty face.
On (some) Radical Feminist approaches to studying
Sexual Assault; My Story.
Trimmed
The YouTube Divorce? Oh, No, You Did Not

Silence

Author: essence
04 17th, 2008

Just coming in from my walk, going into the bedroom, suddenly from behind i feel a breath on my neck… chills go through me. A blindfold is then placed over my eyes. His hands go into my shirt, fondling my breasts, nipples erect.

He is breathing in my ear…
“baby shhhhhh… don’t say anything…”

He ties a scarf across my mouth, kissing my neck, i feel weak in the knees…

Whispering in my ear… “You are mine”

His hands run down my arms.. to my hands, pulling them over my head i feel them being tied together. He pushes me down on the bed, pulling my shorts off, my breath is caught in my throat… butterflies in my tummy with anticipation.

He opens my legs. i feel His hands stroking my inner thighs… “There’s Daddy’s pussy… ”

i can’t see Him but i feel His breath. He is close to my cunt, quivering from this. i feel His hands cupping my ass… rising me up. He slowly licks my pussy lips.
moaning through the gag…

“baby… shhhhhhh… no sounds and no cumming until I say you can…”

This will be difficult, not moaning. catching my moans in my throat.

His tongue outlines my cunt… swirling my clit… licking down to my pussy… slowly i feel His tongue enter me… holding back my moans of pleasure…

remembering to be silent as Daddy is taking what is His…

i arch my back

wanting Him deep inside me.

moans caught in my throat.. i must be silent.

i feel His hand on my breast, rolling my nipple between His fingers, turning my head, remembering to be silent…

He is eating my pussy with such hunger

He stops… i don’t feel His touch anywhere… i can’t see Him… wondering where He is and what He is doing…

i feel His cock on my lips, i open my mouth, licking the head of His cock.

i open my mouth for His cock hungrily… wanting Him…

Taking Him into my throat…

He begins to fuck my throat like it’s my pussy… as He is fucking my pussy with His tongue.

i feel His fingers spreading my ass checks open… i feel His fingers

He stops… leaving me to lie there. Where is He i wonder?

i feel His hands turning me over, pulling my ass up in the air. He starts to fuck my pussy from behind, fingering my ass.

Daddy is taking all that is His… reminding me that i am His to do with what He pleases…

He pulls out of my pussy, i feel His cock teasing my ass…

slowly entering it.. pulling out… slowly going back in…

i can’t take this.. i want it all… driving me crazy but i can’t say anything… silence… i must be a good girl, Daddy wants silence.

in my head i am moaning…

wanting to tell Him fuck me… take me… use me… but He is… no need to tell Him…

He slowly gives me all His cock in my ass… fucking it.

i can’t touch Him.. i can’t see Him… but OMG do i feel Him!

Taking what is His, with each stroke into my ass.. i feel Him, His fingers rubbing my clit… i quiver… i hold on … feeling myself build up…

“baby wants to cum… i feel it…”

i can’t answer Him… in my head i am screaming…

YES DADDY I WANT TO CUM PLEASE

“I reckon My baby should cum… NOW”

i let go… cumming hard with Daddy’s cock in my ass… as Daddy’s cum shoots into me…

i am Owned, i am His toy

Daddy’s girl forever



He amazes me

Author: essence
04 14th, 2008

i have gone through a stressful week, and through it all… there was my Daddy. Standing by me, giving me a shoulder to cry on, reminding me that He is on my side and i am not alone. i am such a lucky girl. Even when i push Him away, He pulls me back to Him and reminds me that He is here for me. silly me to think He would ever let me go…

Last night, making love to Him, it just shook my soul. He takes me to a place i have never been, a place where i feel taken over by complete pleasure and lust, and i want nothing more for Him to possess me but i feel completely safe.

Coming out of a week where i have faced some past demons, He was there wiping away my tears, opening up more of that hurt lil girl to Him and all the while letting me know that i am loved. Loved… i am loved like i have never been loved before and it is beautiful.

Yes, He amazes me.



04 13th, 2008

(otherwise known as Daddy’s Birthday)

As a good lil girl, i of course asked Daddy “What would You like for Your Birthday Daddy.”

His response?

“Steak and BJ.”

“BJ? You mean blueberry jam Daddy?” -giggles His lil girl

Laughing “Yes baby that’s exactly what Daddy means…”

We had a nice dinner last night, (Steak) and went to see The Rolling Stones Shine A Light on the big IMAX screen. Awesome.

BJ — grins is all His lil girl has been doing today… In the morning.. in the shower… Afternoon… looks over at clock… time to get back on task

Happy Birthday Daddy

i love You with all my heart (which of course You own)

Your babygirl
essence



Sugasm #125

Author: essence
04 2nd, 2008

The best of this week’s blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #126? Submit a link to your best post of the week using this form. Participants, repost the link list within a week and you’re all set.

This Week’s Picks
Filling Myself
“We too want, need, conversations in which someone listens to us and considers our needs, not just their own.”

Sex Worker Solidarity: Amanda Brooks

“There’s a lot of love among activists, even those who disagree with one another.”

Need
“These images that come from the artistic workings of your inner soul speak to me, as mine do to you.”

Mr. Sugasm Himself (one from the vaults)
10 Lies Pornographers Tell

Editor’s Choice
Though We’ve Never Met

More Sugasm

Join the Sugasm

See also: Fleshbot’s Sex Blog Roundup each Tuesday and Friday.

(Sugasm participants should re-post all the links above within a week. The following links may be excluded as long as you include all the above links.)

Erotic Writing and Experiences
Everything we said the last time we had sex.
Exposed

A game of seduction
A glorious Tuesday evening…
I can suck a few more cocks
IOU
The Kiss
A Long Awaited Meeting
Lust and Laundry
Quiet Quickie
Soaked- BBG’s first ejaculation

(You’re only) the best I ever had

NSFW Pics, Videos & Audio
Blonde MILF tastes her pussy in gangbang
Half-Nekkid Thursday: All Nude
Kasandra K from Models Are Us
Spanky The Clown

Sex Work

For The Love Of Gawd, Don’t Be An Adult Marketer

Sex News, Reviews & Interviews
Bondage Strap-On Movie: Double Trouble
Anna Rose Is A Beautiful Pony Girl At Naked Gord
The Deviant List
Having Your Cake & Eating It Too

My night at Torture Garden plus review
Yay, um… Fox?

BDSM & Fetish
Cheet’n the Limits
Extremes on a Friday afternoon
Half-Nekkid Chick with a Dick
How to Become a Slut In Three Easy Days

Need
No Talking
Riding the edge play…
Surrender?
Ode to Anal: Daniel and Franklin
Ownership
The Science of Submission
Tie me up tie me down-A bi-girl shares her first SM experience
“You hold on to our kisses with your breath…”

Sex Humor
Did We?
LOL Spank - Rulez She Haz Dem

Thoughts on Sex and Relationships
“And Now A Saucy Word From The Sponsor…” 1967
Down to the Sexy Letter (Part 1)
Joy of Butt Plugs
Male Intimacy: In a Non Sexual Manner