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March 2008
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About Me

my name is essence Master gave me this name when We first started exploring together i was not always a submissive woman or should i say i did not discover this side of me until i met the most wonderful Man i know. We met online almost 4 years ago i knew little of the D/s lifestyle We were first friends, talking for months… to meeting in real… becoming lovers. We've been living together for almost a year now.  i call Him Daddy.

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Master calls me essence… for i am the essence of His love… and He is the essence of my being…

Archive for March, 2008

A girl patiently waits…

Author: essence
03 31st, 2008

for her Daddy to finish His business for the evening. she waits in her plaid lil skirt, hoodie, knee highs, 3 inch mary janes and her white undies & bra. braids in place… she prepares her Daddy’s drink waiting for His phone call to be done…

oh the night that awaits her… she hopes He will put her ankle & wrist restraints, lead her to bed and use her like the lil toy she is… His toy… she waits patiently not to disturb Him… she’s wet just thinking of the night ahead… she wants Him and aches for Him to take her and use her for His pleasure…

she waits…


starting the day

Author: essence
03 29th, 2008

“baby you teased Me last night, asking if you could spend the night with your Daddy… then fell asleep on the couch before 10pm”

sighs that i did… i love when He will say to me… “lil girl can you spend the night?” i know i am in for some wild hot fucking… so that is what He said to me this morning after coffee, sitting in our office… that i teased Him and fell asleep.

He got up from His chair, went over closed and locked the office door, undid His pants and commanded me to my knees. To which i obeyed… dropping to my knees and taking His already hard cock into my mouth. Using my tongue as He likes (which reminds me i need to do an update on my past assignment of cocksucking) He ordered me to get on His cock and i eagerly did so. my feet on either side of Him… fucking His cock for awhile. He ordered me to suck His cock and tasting my own pussy juices…

He then bent me over my head in my chair, ass in the air and fucked me from behind until He came… i can also tell when He is about to cum… His cock gets so hard which makes me cum even harder…

That’s just a preview of what is to come tonight… i can’t wait.

my new layout…

Author: essence
03 26th, 2008

i love! love! love it!!!

i found this theme and Daddy put some added touches to it. i have changed my theme a few times, never finding the right one… and here it is… it’s perrrrrfect! i love dressing up in my lil plaid skirts for Daddy, put on some stockings. OMFG our role playing is HOT! HOT! HOT! He makes me feel so cherished and yet so naughty… what a turn on… all of it. i love being His naughty lil slut.

so much has been going on with us. Last week Daddy’s kids visited us, and now this week mine are on spring break. i told a friend after this last 2 weeks, i need a spring break! We’ve been busy building my business and also i’ve been working hard at Daddy’s too. i love how we help one another, it truly feels like a team.. and i’d have to say we make a good team too. As i said in a previous post, i haven’t felt like sitting at my computer any more than i have to. i am (im)patiently awaiting spring… i miss walking in the warm sunshine.

ok this Daddy’s girl needs to get some sleep. i still have to work on top of kids being home! i’m beat!


An Anniversary

Author: essence
03 25th, 2008

1 year ago Daddy gave me this site… my first thoughts and reflections are posted here at that time we were living in different states, seeing each other once a month, usually for a week at a time. i reflect back on how hard it was for the both of us. The waiting and wanting between my visits, i felt as though i was going through the motions in those times. i felt i came alive when the day came closer for me to drive to see Him and how much alive when i went into His arms. It was all worth the effort. my taking off work, driving… i’d do it all again for my Daddy.

Daddy and i have known each other for over 3 years and moved here in November 2007, it is coming up on 5 months now that we have been living together. i can’t express how wonderful it is to be together, no distance, and our cell phone minutes are way down. (We’ve been able to have a lesser plan lol) We had talked for over a year of being together, and sometimes i still have to pinch myself that i am not dreaming and that it’s real… we’re real.

i realize since He’s moved in i haven’t been writing as much, i haven’t written any poetry in a long time. Life has been busy for the both of us. In someways we are still settling in to our life together. i hope to get back into writing more but frankly, now that Daddy is here i haven’t felt the need to be at my computer as much. i do my paperwork, check email, read a few blogs that i like and then do something else. Our life was not focused on the computer but on what it was away from the computer. It was an instrument in communication and i like what we are away from the computer so much more. Daddy always said “baby… we got the real deal.” We do and i am so grateful for what we are to one another and what we have grown into.

Daddy… i love You, You have made this broken girl whole again. Every so often a piece of me falls and You pick it up. i am such a lucky girl to have such a wonderful Daddy.

i am Yours in mind, body & soul… for eternity.

Your babygirl essence

Daddy said, telling me that’s how He knew i was His girl forever…

A kiss says alot i think. Daddy’s kisses are intoxicating to me.

He will grab me out of the blue, pull my hair back so i am peering up at Him, gaze into my eyes, i melt. my insides begin to tremble. He will stroke my cheek, while still pulling my head back. Then very slowly… His lips start to come closer, i eagerly await… my breath will draw in. i can feel myself leaning up to meet His lips… He pulls my head back more… “eager lil girl… be patient.” i’m hungry for those lips… needing them.

He starts to move closer again, my lips part… waiting.. my body completely alive for His lips on mine. He will tease my lips, softly brushing them with His lips… i’m wet.. i want Him. He toys with me. He begins to softly kiss me, tongue teasing me… i eagerly kiss Him… He pulls my hair back… “soft babygirl” Our lips start the dance of desire… kisses so soft.. so playful.. my eyes closed.. i want Him.. i am His. i am lost in His kiss…

He pulls back… i am lost in air leaning forward … wanting more… my breath caught in my chest… lost somewhere… yearning for Him… out of breath…His lips lingering on mine.. wanting for Him… wet… my body aching for Him.

He chuckles.

i hold onto our kisses with my breath… and yes i am His girl… forever.