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January 2008
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my name is essence Master gave me this name when We first started exploring together i was not always a submissive woman or should i say i did not discover this side of me until i met the most wonderful Man i know. We met online almost 4 years ago i knew little of the D/s lifestyle We were first friends, talking for months… to meeting in real… becoming lovers. We've been living together for almost a year now.  i call Him Daddy.

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Archive for January, 2008

01 12th, 2008

Life has been busy for us lately… see if i can recount some of activities…

We had a WONDERFUL Christmas as i said in my previous post. Daddy amazes me… we brought in the New Year together, our 3rd together and we spent it as we have the previous two… In each other’s arms, and with me crying out numerous orgasms.

i came down with a horrible sinus infection, the pressure was the worst i had felt in years and my sinuses were burning. Now Daddy has a nasty cold! i went to the store today so i could make him chicken soup with lots of our favorite veggies.

As i said we have been busy bees. i quit my fulltime job to expand on the one job that was part time… i am starting my own business. Daddy has been extremely supportive and helping me TONS with this. He’s done alot of research and He is a good business man. i admit it is scary… i’ve never done anything like this before. i won’t reveal my profession here but i’ll just say i love what i do, i’m good at it and i have a passion for helping others and Daddy enjoys my trade too. i should have gone back to school years ago to do this but i don’t think it was time for me to explore this part of me then… Everything happens for a reason.

We’ve been having a wonderful time, playing wii,(oh was that the best gift ever) watching movies, sports, snuggling on the couch, fucking for hours *giggles* listening to music, listening to Daddy play His guitar…to just our silly times of laughing at things, our chats, my serving His cock… fucking… oh wait i mentioned that!

It has been wonderful and there is big adjustments for us both… having been long distance for 2 1/2 yrs to finally getting what we want … has some speed bumps no doubt. i think that’s true of any relationship when you take the next step in being full time. i wouldn’t change a thing… it’s what life is all about… learning and growing. Daddy has helped me so much.. in so many ways. i can’t even begin to express them here.

Being a submissive has it’s tough times… i won’t deny that… but i know as long as there is good communication you can conquer so much. Daddy & i are pretty private about our personal stuff, we are who we are to each other. He is protective of me… something i have not had since i was younger and had 2 of my older brothers around. He guides me… sometimes it is hard for me to understand the point He is trying to make but once i think it through it becomes clearer. i admit i have a stubborn streak (it’s a family trait lol) ok i am blaming my family… but it’s true … as we grow into adulthood… it’s the things in our childhood… patterns, behavior we tend to carry with us without even knowing it.

As i have said in previous posts, my previous relationship was volatile. Many wounds need healing.. i was reading today about how much we carry with us from one relationship to another… how so many of us make this mistake… damn baggage. No wonder my shoulders hurt… it’s alot to carry. It is time for me to dispose of it too. It is not an area that i was taught well in… letting go. i’ve written of this before… Daddy is helping me with this. He truly is my Mentor and Teacher. Now if that damn taurus bull in me would just take a hike some days (oh let’s say about 7 days a month) life would be much easier! haha

Peace to all in this New Year … filled with new beginnings…