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October 2007
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About Me

my name is essence Master gave me this name when We first started exploring together i was not always a submissive woman or should i say i did not discover this side of me until i met the most wonderful Man i know. We met online almost 4 years ago i knew little of the D/s lifestyle We were first friends, talking for months… to meeting in real… becoming lovers. We've been living together for almost a year now.  i call Him Daddy.

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Master calls me essence… for i am the essence of His love… and He is the essence of my being…

Archive for October, 2007

i am His

Author: essence
10 30th, 2007


He looks into my eyes
A smile plays on my heart

He reaches out to me
i am drawn into Him

He holds me in His arms
i melt into Him

He caresses me
my knees go weak

He kisses me
my insides begin to tremble

He whispers “you are Mine”
i answer with my eyes… “yes i am”

He takes my hand.. leads me to O/our bed
my spirit forever entertwined with His

He undresses me
my desire for Him is ignited

He lays me out before Him
i surrender myself to Him…

i know that i am His…. for eternity…


Written with deepest passion for my Daddy January 2006

Do You…

Author: essence
10 30th, 2007

“Do You know how much i love You?”

“No baby, tell Me.”

“i love You beyond the moon and the stars… i love You with every fiber of my being, more than i thought my heart capable, more than i have loved Anyone before… i love You Daddy… so much i want to spend all of my days with You.”


Author: essence
10 29th, 2007

After spending a long weekend with my Daddy, just like always, it becomes so evident to me (and Him) how much we belong together. The Love and Bond we share just grows deeper and stronger. my submission to Him grows stronger too. He is the One, the One i should have been with all along… He is the One i will spend the rest of my life with… loving… taking care of my Daddy.

Sometimes after He leaves, i miss Him so much… it is hard for me to come here and write…

He is my Everything… and i love Him with all that i am.


Sugasm 102

Author: essence
10 22nd, 2007

The best of this week’s blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #103? Submit a link to your best post of the week using this form. Participants, repost the link list within a week and you’re all set.

This Week’s Picks
She Told Me

“She told me she had a headache.”

Fantasy: If you can’t stand the heat…
“You set the ice cube down and force my legs apart.”

Sugarbutch Star: Bad Bad Girl
“I brought my lips down on hers hard, crushing, devouring, insistent.”

Mr. Sugasm Himself
Upskirt Video from V Magazine

Editor’s Choice

Blog Action Day: Sexual Activism or Lightning Doesn’t Strike Twice

More Sugasm
Join the Sugasm

See also: Fleshbot’s Sex Blog Roundup each Tuesday and Friday.

(Sugasm participants should re-post all the links above within a week. The following links may be excluded as long as you include all the above links.)

BDSM & Fetish

My Wife is a Skank! pt2
Peep Show
The piss slit
Significance of a Collar
Under his Thumb

Sex News & Reviews
Featured Design: Go Ahead and Ask Me
My first speculum

Thoughts on Sex and Relationships
Faking It
Geriatric SEX! yeah. Part 2 of an interview with mimi about her (relatively) new relationship
Rant to follow!
Tantra and Kink: Energy Charge
The Grey Area
TMI Tuesday #105 (Dating Edition)
Top Ten Songs to Do It To

What To Do With Cum (Part 2)

Sex Work
Comfort Sex
Cuckold Fantasies and the “N” Word
Sex Work And Religion: Crucifixion

NSFW Pics & Videos

Catalina Loves Bondage and Nikki Nefarious
Cerydwyn (I Shot Myself)
Erotic Art Show: Houdini
Janette - Morning Blue
Jungbauern Calendar 2008
Naughty Nurse
Ron Harris Studio’s Latest Erotic Photo and Video

Erotic Writing and Experiences

Behind glass
Encounter 1, Part II: Disaster Averted
Find ‘em, Fuck ‘em and Flee
Honey I’m home.
How I Love The Fall
I need you, now

My Afternoon with Alejandro
Rubbing one out
Ruf < cake > Smooth
Sacred & Profane
Sex Tourism
Vignettes of a Cuckoldress

10 19th, 2007


Taking her by the hand
Slowing undressing her
her hair falling around her face
His lips softly brushing her neck
Soft sighs escaping her lips

His lips finding hers
Softly tasting
He lays her out before Him
Inhaling her scent
She trembles with anticipation

He holds a red tulip
He brushes it across her lips
The softness of the petals
she feels the silkiness on her breasts
her nipples become erect

she feels His lips
In line with the petals
From one nipple to the other
she sucks in her breath
As tremors inside her begin

Tulips down her tummy
His lips following the path
Tulips brushing her two lips below
Silky sensations ignite
His lips are not far behind

His lips now on her lips below
Butterflies take flight in her soul
Her hips moving with His lips
A rhythm of passion
A song they’ve made their own

His lips possess her
Knowing she is owned
Moans escape her lips
While His lips take control
Over her two lips below

From her lips
His name escapes
In a moment of bliss
she is forever changed
By His lips

From her lips is a cry of passion
As His lips lost in desire
He softly kisses
her two lips below
As her lips whisper “i love You”

He moves up her body
His lips in a smile
The joining of their lips
Where she then tastes
her two lips from below

He takes her hand
Leaving behind
The place of such passion
The place of desire
But there lies…

The petals… of tulips…

Written from a beautiful memory… to my Daddy


Author: essence
10 17th, 2007

i am still all new to this blogging thing… trying to get a handle on it all. i finally have the comments back up and working…

chalk it up to a “redhead moment”

Let the comments begin….. *s*


Sugasm 101

Author: essence
10 16th, 2007

The best of this week’s blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #102? Submit a link to your best post of the week using this form. Participants, repost the link list within a week and you’re all set.

This Week’s Picks

Animal sex
“As he brings me there, his hands and mouth on me are rougher and rougher.”

Romeo and Juliet: A Different Perspective
“Catherine!” Elizabeth gasped between her thighs. “You are like heaven’s own scent.”

Summer of Content
“Under the cover of my long skirt, my legs are spread for him, and I’m dripping over his fingers.”

Mr. Sugasm Himself
How to Hide Your Porn

Editor’s Choice

More Sugasm
Join the Sugasm

See also: Fleshbot’s Sex Blog Roundup each Tuesday and Friday.

(Sugasm participants should re-post all the links above. The following links may be excluded as long as you include all the above links.)

NSFW Pics & Videos

Catalina loves Candles (HNT)
Dave Naz does something indescribable for me
Half-Nekkid Massage
HNT: The Boot Queen
Hot Nude Aria Giovanni
Mischa in Garden Delight
More of Jason
Painted Hills
Schoolgirl, Revisited

Erotic Writing and Experiences
I came for you
I feel like…… cheating
A Night of DP
Sat Night Swing Club
Satisfying Leslie’s craving
Someone else’s wife

Wicked Man

Sex History & Poetry
My Protector
Woodhull’s Sexual Freedom Forum

BDSM & Fetish

If you give a Dom an hour……
A Little Surprise
Marcus and Me – Redux
Mundane Moment #1
Pretty Girls Peeing Outdoors (Urophilia, Pee Fetish)
Slave Sale Night

Sex News & Reviews

Applause for Blogs Begun in October 2007
THE Best Solo Sex Toy for Men
Featured Design: Revealing your love style
Heartbreaker II Vibrator Review
Poly Pride NYC was Fabulous!
Review: Internet Escort Handbook
Truth or fiction?

Thoughts on Sex and Relationships
Alike, Not Alike, Identical

Analyzing, questions, memories, today
Housewife fantasies and domestic dirtiness
I’m a biter.
Intercourse is icky?

An assignment

Author: essence
10 15th, 2007

i sit here today… thinking about Daddy… missing Him. We will be together soon… we try to see each other once a month.

He has given me a new assignment… well actually it is one that has been ongoing since we first met. He has always said “I want you to be the best lil cocksucker…” i love sucking His cock, giving Him pleasure. He has been training me in this area for a very long time. i want to be the best too. To hear Him say “mmmm baby that’s nice… I like that, remember that move”, excites me more than i can express. The fact that He will instruct me on what feels good… communicate with me, well its nothing like i’ve had with anyone before. i love the openess we share.

Are most men shy to tell their partner what does and doesn’t feel good? Do some just think we should just know what to do? What feels good for them? This is all new for me… to actually have someone that will talk to me during … letting me know what they enjoy. So my task from Daddy right now (before He visits) is to study… read all i can on cocksucking. i so want to make Him proud… gives me such pleasure.

Now i must go do some reading *s* Daddy will be visiting in exactly 9 days.


Sweet Surrender

Author: essence
10 15th, 2007


Master reaches for me
i respond eagerly
He speaks to me
i obey zealously

His Lust beckons me
His Desire tantalizes me
His Passion seduces me
i abandon all else…

The sweetness of surrender
The grandeur of His Love
i am lost in Him
Lost in Our Love

The feel of His touch
Captivates my body
His lips on mine
He has captured my soul

i am His
His possession
Sweet intoxication
Lost in Our Ecstasy

Our bodies moving together…
Rising above all else…
Our spirits carrying out the Dance of Love…
United… Becoming One…

The fever between Us
The hunger for each Other
Our spirits knowing no limits

His Spirit encircling mine
Leading me on
A wave crashing inside
He rides it out…

Taking what is His…

The sweetness of my surrender…


Written with deepest passion & desire for my Master April 25, 2007

Dear Master…

Author: essence
10 13th, 2007

it is a cold morning… one of those mornings We would just curl up and snuggle together… i miss those times… the warmth of Your arms around me. i feel so safe… protected… so loved. Feeling You just close to me gives me such excitement… such comfort.

i look forward to our next time together… as i know it just brings us closer to when we will be together for good. As You always tell me… “one day closer baby…” Do You have any idea how i crave You Master? i literally ache for Your touch… my lips yearn for Your kisses… and every sense of my being is alive when i think of You.

i look back at our first year together… we were so new to one another but the connection was so strong even then… i wanted to rush right into things… You kept reminding me patience… to relax… i see now what such patience can do. It has opened up our relationship into a whole new level… the patience allowed things to grow and strengthen… into something so beautiful. It overwhelms me sometimes… our bond. i will sit… like now… and think… WOW at how we are together. i can’t imagine how my life was before You. You describe it best… when we are apart… it is like we are in the beginning of Dorothy’s journey… Kansas… black & white… and when we come together… it’s like when Dorothy opens that door to Oz and it’s all in color and alive… beautiful… vivid. Believe me i keep clicking a pair of ruby red slippers together and saying there’s no place like home over and over… You are my home Master… (sighs it worked for Dorothy!)

Each time we are together Master… our bond grows in a new way… it truly amazes me. But mostly… how You love me… Your kindness.. gentleness.. tenderness… well… i am in awe of the love You give. i am one lucky girl. i am so grateful.

Kneeling before You… kissing Your feet… wrapping my arm around Your leg… laying my head in Your Lap… i am at home Daddy… and i am so in love with You.

Your babygirl