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September 2007
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About Me

my name is essence Master gave me this name when We first started exploring together i was not always a submissive woman or should i say i did not discover this side of me until i met the most wonderful Man i know. We met online almost 4 years ago i knew little of the D/s lifestyle We were first friends, talking for months… to meeting in real… becoming lovers. We've been living together for almost a year now.  i call Him Daddy.

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Master calls me essence… for i am the essence of His love… and He is the essence of my being…

Archive for September, 2007

Where i belong

Author: essence
09 29th, 2007

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Yearning for Your touch
Craving Your kisses
i know my heart …
Is forever changed
Never to return
To the solitude
It once knew

You have freed it
Set it free… but
It needs guidance
Love, nourishment
For it has never experienced
Such things before
It needs protection
Even from it’s newfound freedom
Help me to understand these
New things that are before me

i am eager to learn from You…

i give my heart to You
i give my body to You
i give my spirit to You
To shape and mold
i know it will be difficult at times
i am not perfect..
i will make mistakes
But i also know
This is where i belong…
my place is at Your side

i am part of You…
Now i see that…
i always have been
Always will be…
the best part of me
A wholeness that i have longed for
A completeness…
It is You…
Where i belong.

essence©

Written with Love for my Wonderful Master December 19, 2006



ahhh… i am Home

Author: essence
09 29th, 2007

i arrived last night safely… arriving with such anticipation … as always… seeing Master in His driveway as i pull in… He is always outside as i drive up… always pulling me out of the car and into His arms… and always saying…”There’s my girl… welcome home baby” “Hi Daddy” Kissing me deeply… holding me tight… whispers between us… “i love You..” “I’ve missed you so…”

Being here… i am at peace… i am filled with nonstop smiles… and our reuniting of spirits.. i feel as though i have never left …. as Master says every time i arrive…”ahhh no more black n white… the color is back…” We both feel that way… and our lovemaking… OMFG…. He takes me to new heights… After over 2 yrs … our sex life does not lack anything… it goes to new levels… to new beginnings… beginnings of such love… such bonding… it’s absolutely incredible… i have never felt closer to any one in my life…

i find myself… coming more and more out of my shell… yes… releasing the naughty lil slut that my Daddy loves to see so much… It surprises me… just how much my submission… has set me free… free to do just that… walk on that wild side that i use to do so freely in my younger years… but made to feel shameful for such behaviors… i can’t even begin to express the liberation i feel with my submission… it goes beyond anything i have ever experienced… it brings to light how when some vanilla’s hear of a D/s relationship and they are immediately thinking that poor girl being with such a control freak… not with a true Dominate… not a control freak in the least… i have given Master control and it frees me to be everything He encourages me to be… i have never felt so free… easy… relaxed… i will need to reflect on this more… as right now… my head is in the clouds as to this new found freedom i feel… as it is nothing i have ever… and i mean NEVER felt before…

i know that HERE by my Master’s side is where i belong… it is HERE that i know my place… at Master’s feet… serving Him… it is HERE that i truly feel like i have come into my own… that i have found my true self… no longer am i a lost soul… my soul belongs entwined with Master’s … today… tomorrow … always… and it is HERE that i found the depth of what true… unconditional love is really like… i bask in His love… i glow… and i radiate… yes He tells me i am radiant every time i arrive…

i look forward to the day… (and hopefully that will be soon) where i never leave Master’s side… the day that i become His in every sense of the word… where not only do i wear His collar proudly… but His name as well…. He is my Home…

i love You Master… more than words could ever express…… so now i will sign off here… and kneel before Him and show Him how much i love Him

essence©



Home Again

Author: essence
09 29th, 2007

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Home Again

wandering around
endless days
lonely nights
counting the hours
watching the minutes
a heart full of wanting
a body aching
for the One i crave
the day arrives
i make the journey
my heart begins to race
butterflies take flight
shivers dance along my spine
i pull up
i see Your smiling face
my heart is full of love
i run into Your arms
i feel safe
look into Your eyes
o those familar eyes
full of love
full of wanting
i feel at peace
i feel one with You

our lips touch
oh how i have missed You
i am home again

essence©

Written with Love for Master Sept/2006



TODAY IS THE DAY!!!!

Author: essence
09 27th, 2007

i am up early… can’t sleep because i am excited about seeing my Love… my Daddy.. my Master… all the things i need to do before i leave… finish packing…

We have such wonderful times together… we can seriously just sit quietly together… and i am completely content… just being in His presence… being available to Him.. for Him to just reach out to me… feel His touch… and mmmmmmm those kisses… when He will just grab me … anywhere… anytime… kiss me softly… but saying so much… and leaving me breathless… unaware of my surroundings… and then trying to get my bearings back … lol … how He loves doing this to me… He loves leaving me in a bit of a fluster… and it makes me crave Him all the more… silently begging for His next kiss…..

i love You Master… and tonight… i will surrender to You….

Your essence



Dear Daddy…

Author: essence
09 27th, 2007

In about 24 hrs or less i will be in Your arms… i can’t wait… i have missed You so… longed for You… craved You… over the last few weeks… i find myself deeper in love with You (again) it amazes me how this bond we share has grown… deeper… stronger… after 2 yrs… it just keeps growing more and more… it amazes me at this new level we have gone too…

i can honestly say i have never felt closer to any one person in my life… this new level we are entering is showing me the depth of Your love for me… and the depth of my love for You… and how unconditional it really is… it’s incredible… and truly i am in awe… my desire and need for You has deepened… i love You more and more… it just keeps growing… and my submission to You as well…..

i can’t wait to see You Master… i will hardly sleep tonight with anticipation.. for tomorrow night i will be Yours… in every sense of the word…

You are my Master… my Daddy.. my Lover… my Best Friend… my Protector… my Mentor… my Everything… and i am in awe….

Proudly wearing Your collar…
Your babygirl
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my gift of submission

Author: essence
09 25th, 2007

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i kneel before You
Baring my soul
Stripped of all hiding places
Naked in my truth

i give myself to You
for You to shape and mold
Only wanting to please You

my mind, body, soul
my heart…are Yours
Yours for Your pleasure

The love You show me
Shines deep in my heart
Radiates from within me
Brightens my darkest day

With this love You share
i want to return it
Giving You as much pleasure
As You have given me

i give myself to You.Completely

i love You.

essence©

Written with the deepest love for Master Sept 2006



A Daddy’s Love

Author: essence
09 25th, 2007

Yesterday at work… a co worker had made the comment to me about all men wanting to be in control…. how she felt the man she was involved with… everything they did etc., was revolved around him… how she felt like her own needs were not being taken care of… that none of her interests seem to matter to him… this got me to thinking alot over night about the depth of my Master’s Love…

One of the things i had told my co-worker in regards to Our relationship…(not telling her we are a D/s couple of course) one aspect of great importance to me… was that Master does not judge me or criticize me in anyway… for my past.. for my fantasies… my desires (which He loves hearing) He has a great interest in the things that matter to me… of course this all falls into place as i take a great interest in what matters to my Master… my co-worker just sounded so repressed in so many ways… saying that she has always been a pleaser but feels very unfulfilled…. her needs not being met… again this all triggers my thinking of controlling mates and their mate succumbing…. not submitting… and mostly it makes me think of my Master’s love for me….

i think most that try to control someone aren’t secure in who they are… it just validates how much a submissive giving up control to their Dom/Domme is such a precious gift… so many try to just take control rather then letting it just come naturally… Master and i did not take on these roles… i knew He had a more Dominate personality… ours just has grown more and more into a D/s relationship… submission truly is a gift… and it can’t be taken… it is given

i do my best to serve my Master… fulfill his every need… and from this.. He takes great interest in who i am and my needs… i now find the fulfillment i have lacked in past relationships… the completeness… of giving to someone… and having them not only appreciate it but return it… beyond anything i could have ever imagined… He will surprise me with … like for instance a day of treating myself at a spa… getting myself all dolled up for Him… no one has ever done that before… Just like when we shower together… He washes my hair… and not just that but all of me… i am His…. and He takes pride in doing such things for me… taking care of His babygirl… i truly feel loved… and there is a tenderness that i have never known before… to be cared for … He amazes me…

Master and i are starting a new venture together… we are taking it slow… but we are starting to explore a fantasy we have shared… it is something that we both have to feel right about.. in it together… and communication is so important… i can’t stress enough how communication is so important… again this is something i have never experienced… communication that is so open… i can honestly say that right now… i feel very liberated and very free… free to be just that naughty lil slut that my Master so loves and adores… and He has the control… the responsibility and i have the secure trust in Him that He will take the best care of me…. He will look out for my best interests… take care of me… and yes…. love that lil slut like she’s never been loved before….

A Master’s Love… is something just as precious as His submissive’s gift of submission…

i love You Daddy more than i could ever express with words… so i guess i will show You in a couple days…. just how much i love You

Your naughty lil slut
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His Kiss

Author: essence
09 23rd, 2007

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He pulls me into His arms
Looking up at Him
Into His eyes
Seeing His love

my lips slightly parted
Yearning for His touch
Begging silently with my eyes

He pulls me closer
Brushes my hair back
Touches my cheek
my knees weaken

He silently draws my lips to His
Our lips meet, softly
Full of wanting, desire… our love
my eyes close… lost in His kiss
i know i am His….completely

my heart is touched by His
They take flight, the sweetness
Soaring high above the clouds

my soul is moved, melting into Him
Becoming one with His
Never to be the same again

Lost in His arms
Lost in His kiss
Lost in His love
i know i am His… completely

He pulls away
Leaving me breathless
i sigh softly
Open my eyes…looking into His
There is love like never before

His kisses are intoxicating
Leaving me breathless
my eyes looking into His
Silently begging for more
He chuckles
A smile playing on His lips

i sigh…knowing He is the love of my life
i am home…i am whole …. i am His
Feet touching the ground again….
Silently begging … for His next kiss.

essence©

written with love for my Master July 2006



The Art of Kissing

Author: essence
09 23rd, 2007

Master & i were talking last night.. as we do every night… smiles… i am to call Him before i go to sleep…. i love our talks… i love every moment i get with Him… just hearing His voice brings me such comfort… i had told Master that i miss His kisses… and that a kiss says so much… really… i had never thought about it much… past relationships… kissing was nice… sometimes a bit rushed.. too harsh… or not even done enough… but like in one of my previous posts about The Art of Making Love… there is also an art to kissing….

It definitely varies from couple to couple… but i think after a couple has been together for awhile…they develop their own individual art… past lovers… they were rushed… not taking the time to form an art… what is the hurry? Don’t get me wrong… sometimes that want for Master is so strong… i just want Him to take me… but… i absolutely love Master’s foreplay with me all day… Master & i love kissing… we kiss all day… He will just grab me at the most unexpected time…. kiss me softly…. pulling away… and He always says i have this goofy look on my face… i have to remember what i was doing… i love our kisses… He said we are still finding our kiss baby… wow there’s more? LUCKY ME!

So Master… when You asked me what our kisses say….. they say… love.. tenderness.. desire.. passion.. want.. and mostly they say.. i belong to You… because when You tease me with Your kisses and pull away…. i am left with the linger of Your lips… claiming mine… telling me… that sometime during that day… You will take what is Yours….. and i know….. i know…. that i will surrender to You ….. because i am completely Yours to take when You want…. That is the Art of my Master’s Kisses…..

Proudly wearing Your collar Master…
i love You my Wonderful Daddy…

Kisses…. softly… sweetly…

Your babygirl
essence



i give myself…

Author: essence
09 19th, 2007

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Be still my heart
it quivers and quakes
at the thought of Your touch
Your lips on mine

Through our journey
i have fallen even deeper
Giving myself as i have never before
Or ever will again

You have claimed this
mind, body, spirit and soul
Only You can possess me
i am Yours for the taking

What i feel for You, my Love
Is nothing i have ever felt before
Or ever could again
It is something to behold

i treasure what we have
i want for nothing than to be with You
To live my days happily at Your side
To be One with You

i know that my life’s journey
Has lead me to You
And it is You that i belong to
You are the One that i give myself to…..

……Completely……

i love You… like no other love i have ever felt before
i am Yours Daddy…today… tomorrow….always… for eternity.

essence©

Written with deepest Love for Master December 2006